That guy right there? He would be an amazing father. He’s already an amazing husband, brother, son, and friend. I can’t even begin to imagine all the amazing things he would do for our child.
It hurts my heart that I can’t make him a father. It hurts to know that there is a good chance that I won’t be able to give him a biological child. It hurts to see families celebrating around us and that we have to be left out of yet another holiday.
I say this every year and hope that this year it’ll be the last time that I have to say this…”Maybe next year we’ll get to celebrate with our child.”
Maybe next year, E. Maybe next year.